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The dream started as a post-apocalypse zombie story, in the deep jungles of ... i have no idea where Liam Neeson is the last administrator of a refugee camp for those safe against the virus, there's still a working goverment somewhere that sends supplies in by helicopter but there are rare and random so there's always a rush when it arrives and people going a little crazy.
There's a lot of action sequences and a kinda cute looking guy starts to help Liam a lot. There is lots of defending the camp against zombies and strangely, nothing bad happens, it's a nice quiet camp and i'm thinking, this is the worst freaking zombie story ever, until the helicopter starts to deliver infants to the camp, most people are happy, hey look it's the continued survival of the human race, yaaay but Liam Neeson is all, hey there's something really funky going on here.
He sneaks onto the helicopter with the cute guy and rides it back over the zombie apocalypse.
Only there's no zombies, at this point he's going ... what the heck is happening here as the helicopter lands and lots of people gather around him all looking grumpy as he's lead away the cute guy hiding in the lifting equipment still.
Liam's taken to a hospital where he's given lots of councilling about what's actually happening, there is no zombie apocalypse but the camp he was at is indeed the last place humans are alive, the rest of the world is now robots with people downloaded into them, Liam is the only living human within like 10,000 miles or something crazy and he begins to freak out about this, about the zombies and stuff being told they are just robots that they use to give the last humans something to unite against, other camps around the world which tried integration with the new robotic way of life failed.
Liam isn't happy but agrees to not go too crazy as he walks around the city he realises he's probably doomed, there's nowhere to eat, nowhere to sleep, the city is completely different from everything he knows and worst he knows he can't go back because he knows the truth and would no longer be able to be the administrator of the camp.
He's about to lose all hope at which point he meets the cute kid who takes him to a old factory where he thinks from all the digging around he can upload Liam into a robot body as well so at least he'll fit in a little, maybe even be a minor celebrity.
Liam agrees to this and everything goes well, he's now in a robot body and agrees to help the kid out, finding food and such for him.
The kid also shows him a neat trick robot's can do, walking him up to a mirror and giving it a soft bang, he's able to change Liam's face so he looks younger.
Liam organises a large "hey i'm a robot now" party, it's a big celebration but as it starts there's no sign of Liam, we instead focus on the kid who is looking around for him, eventually finding him on the roof planning to do something terrible to everyone inside for all the lying, all the people that were killed by him in the refugee camp because they were bitten by "zombies".
The kid agrees this is the best thing to do and goes to give Liam a hug before he does it, only to pull out a computer part that is Liam Neeson, he's now in a device the size of a phone unable to interact with the world.
The kid explains how he couldn't let Liam do that but it's okay, he knows a place he'll be safe.
We see Liam being plugged in with mountains of other of these phones, some just showing static now, most whimpering and crying about things, a graveyard really.
We zoom out on Liam ranting about zombies and robots and not realizing nobody is listening to him, nobody will ever listen to him.
The dream then cut back to the kid who is in a police station, talking all about an deep cover job he's about to go on, it's a little confusing until he walks up to a mirror and bangs on it, showing all along that the kid was also a robot.

What is a Brony?

Taking the Bro and putting it into Pony, Bronies are fans of the My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic show.
An animation refuse for young and old to celebrate friendship, generosity, honesty, laughter, kindness and loyalty.
All mixed together with some magical songs, crisp easy to replicate flash animation and plenty of content to appeal to all ages.

But I'd want to expand.

A Brony is more than just that.

Bronies are:

Brilliant; creative and innovative, bronies have made songs, stories, comics and even entire fan-made episodes featuring the colourful cute heroes of the show. Full of inspiration the always elegant Rarity a white unicorn with perfectly styled mane and tail reminds all bronies that creating things is amazing.

Receptive; Love and tolerate is one of the key messages that the brony community promote, be nice to everyone, even those that don't like or openly hate you. Just like the most colourful of ponies, the pegasus Rainbow Dash with her rainbow coloured mane and tail tells everypony that Loyalty to each other is what makes the world a better place.

Optimistic; Laughter is one of the main (or mane...) elements of harmony embodied by the infamous fourth wall breaking Pinkie Pie, many bronies favourite pony with her bouncy pink hair and balloon cutie mark Pinkie Pie above all ponies reminds us to laugh, sometimes even at ourselves.

Nice; Such a understated quality in today's society, kindness, selfishlessness.
Real kindness changes people in act of the doing of it, often in amazingly unpredictable ways. Bronies have raised so much money for charity and good causes it is hard to estimate the exact amount but millions would probably be the starting number.
Just like the soft spoken yellow pegasus the prefers the ground; Fluttershy teaches us compassion and kindness is one of the best ways to keep friends.

Yourself; Or more accurately themselves, they don't have to pretend to be anyone else, they can happily and honestly just be who they really are.
If who they are involves watching a tv show with colourful pony characters on it, so be it.
Being able to be honest about themselves often brings out a great deal of the person's character not having to worry about hiding this element of their personality down bronies are usually more outgoing and friendly then many.
Like the reliable Applejack, honesty is the best policy, even if it's being honest with yourself.

That is the magic of bronies, it's not just individual elements, just like the show magic makes it all complete.
Like Twilight Sparkle, the now regal alicorn pony (that's unicorn and pegasus at the same time if you were curious) finds during the show you need friends, you need people that can understand you.
Bronies need each other, a community of people, all interested in a show about colourful talking horses.


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I'm still getting emails from my banned account on Ukfur.org i've been trying to find a way to contact anyone there instructing them to delete it as per principle 6 of the data protection act.

Any ideas?

An update of sorts

I've been getting more back into writing, i'm still terrible at it and no, i'm not going to get better.
But I still enjoy it some, a few people say they like the stuff I do, the mood it creates in them.
A few stories i've even enjoyed writing, just feeling wanting to get them out.

It's possibly the lack of colouring, Kammy hasn't finished a comic in almost 3 weeks now and I miss the creative spark for doing the colouring (i've even downloaded a bunch of ink lines Gem said was okay to colour which i'm working on).

I've been playing minecraft and started animal crossing.

I guess I should have started saying i've found someone that wants to help bring out my puppy side more, we'll see how that goes but so far it's been nice and fun and so far removed from the lonely unhappiness of last time it's good.

I've also been trying to connect still with this missing spiritual element, i've been asking around and so far, nothing; keep trying I guess, don't give up!

It hurts however.

I can only rely on the words of others that it's not my fault, that i'm doing everything I can and that in time, it will happen.

But it's still hard.

MLP:EG haters:

So much hate, what happened to love and tolerate,
all these people are irrate so come on bronies be strong.
Don't just this by the cover, don't prejudge it from the trail,
let the love and tolerance flow and don't just say no.
I know it's a big change, it's a step in a new direction;
but listen to Celestia and repeat her statement; It's time for a new change to come.
Change is big,
change is scary,
change makes people all kinds of wary,
but relax just a moment and try not to worry, repeat to yourself "I trust M A Larson"

A dream

Not a nightmare for a change;

Sort of Dead space meets Star Trek with some bugish/plant parasite like aliens, they ate this tasty looking gloop (that could be made into human food) that started the trasnformation process and were not very hostile but were quite determined at conquering the human race.
There was a cute little girl that was mostly immune to the gloop who was trying to escape, outside the ship, which cinematically was cut away to a few times, was a cloud of human slaves all coccooned in changeling like sacs for feeding on heat and fluids, the humans were quite happy in there with some plant attached to the back of the head keeping them sedated and blissfully unaware of the situation.
The bugish/plantish creatures didn't really have any set goal or objective and were struggling to figure out what exactly to do, the humans in the cloud they had would be sufficent for at least a century and conquering more humans just would waste energy rather then be productive.
So there was a bit of an impasse and the aliens and humans just kinda started living together with the aliens pretending to be all menacing and the humans actually being scared of them, a little.
It worked until some human found the cute little girl and realised the aliens were't actually invading any more and things kinda settled down and they both got along quite well with the aliens trying to find a way to corrupt the little girl so they would one day be unstoppable, even if they didn't really know what to do with that unstoppableness.

That's not my name

"Your deed poll documentation will now be posted to you within four working days by 1st class mail."

So within four working days, plus 1st class mail.

I'll be Fiona.

For real.

Slightly, overwhelming honestly.

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I feel bad i don't update here more often, I find i really have very little to say honestly, most of what's happening goes on over at Fur Affinity or on chat clients.

I still read here quite often, sometimes rarely commenting on things and i'm so very proud of how well bronies are magic is growing and developing