Mostly the isolation gives you a sort of blanket, it's hard to form an emotional bond with people that are far away after all.
But you can empathise.
And indeed you can bond.
So myeh, today I felt a little darker, a little sadder but only for a short while.
For a short while I forgot the most incredibly brilliant thing, the thing that makes me most happy.
I am me.
If other people don't like that, tough.